Slacker

I am a professional procrastinator.
I find that I am always “busy”, just not busy doing the things I should be doing. For example, this week I have seen 3 excellent movies - movies I have been waiting to see - but when you break it down, I wasted 6 hours I could have used […]

Minor (OK, Major) Adjustments

Recovery, if done properly, is often uncomfortable and always hard.
It is common knowledge in recovery circles that no major decisions should be made in the first year of sobriety. This includes, but is not limited to: divorce, moving, changing jobs and dating. In the past 5 months I have done 3 of the […]

Old

Wow I feel like crap now!
I didn’t realize until today what horrible physical shape my body is in.
I’ve never even done drugs and I feel like that!

Exhaustion

I didn’t realize until today what horrible physical shape my body is in. The untold damage I have done is now becoming apparent…
When I was younger I played soccer. Lots of soccer. We would often start practice with a run that was 2-5 miles then have the actual practice which was usually […]

Randomnicity

What comes to mind why I sit here and close my eyes, only letting my fingers gently touch the keys? I sit here and let every emotion that comes along absorb fully into my psyche. I sit patiently waiting for something brilliant to pop into my head and be translated by my fingers […]

This is for Renee

My brain works in two modes: overdrive and super-overdrive. I often forget I need to sleep…that is until i find myself sitting in front of the computer, typing a post, only to awake suddenly to the incessant sound of my computer beeping because I feel asleep while typing a post. (and my hands were […]

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Lost!

Hi, remember me, I’m “The Loser” that use to write here!!!

Out The Door…

A small update:  I didn’t really clean that much.
Packing was harder than I thought. I’m leaving the only way of life I have known for the past 8 years. Like I said before, I’m over the “divorce” part. These other emotions kinda snuck up on me. Those are what hurt now.
When […]

Enough of the Sad, Sappy Shit

The title says it all.  I’m done caring about the split.  I’m moving out, my daughter is dealing well.
After being with the same person for 8 years, I could sure use some new lovin’
The User is officially on the market!


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